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I haven't updated in...well...forever.  I'm updating now to say I'm not sure when I'll be back.  I'm off of DA for while.  I'll be back occasionally to wait for a note from Maaya-chan regarding my commission, but other than that I'm unreachable here.  Find another way.

UPDATE:  Maaya has stated she is not doing the commission anymore.  Goody.  She's very busy and so my whole reason to ditching AI is lost!  I feel real great about that now.  Oh well, I know she's busy and so I'm just not happy now.  She claims to be picking them up again mid-August.  That will be the soonest I'll be back.  Peace!

It's update time..okay, not really.  I think only 3 people come here anymore, ah, oh well.  The only thing I put up anymore is my journal entries, so, yea...*considers deleting account again*  I think about it.

Otaku Omaha 2007 is over (thank god).  As usual it was a roller coaster of emotion (what con isn't).  I met some great people, e-mails need to be sent still...yea...there's not much to say.  It was a nice con.  Inspiring me to get better/detail shots of my costumes so I can post them for their craftsmanship here on DA... I'll just ask to borrow ReiRei's camera..yea..anyway, waiting on a release form for a picture I probably don't even have anymore (oh the irony).  Anyway, I'll keep looking for it, and if I can't find it..well..umm...at least I have the release form in case I ever do find it!  that is if that certain someone ever actually gets that form to me  Anyway, that is all.

UPDATE:  I decided not to give this it's own post due to it's oddity.  But apparently Kitty and I are the only ones who get off on chibi Akatsuki singing about cocks and Kimimaro graphically ripping out his spine.  I feel like a freak.
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Okay so I was deprived of Naruto for about a week, been too busy.  So, after alternating my watching of my taped episodes and fansubbed copies on youtube I managed to get caught up before 4:30 today.
  Anyone close to me knows I've been anticipating the 3rd Hokage's death for over two weeks now, I prepared myself with tissues and sweets for the first 5 days before I just gave up preparing and just wished it would happen already.  Beth kept telling me it wouldn't happen unti after Naruto and (I'm going to fucking burn this keyboard if the o and l keys don't stop sticking) Sasuke's battle with Gaara, but I saw no logical way they could prolong his death any longer, big mistake.  But he did indeed finally die and I got to that episode (god, now the p key too!?) today.. for all my waiting and ancitipation...I really wasn't as prepared as I thought.  I cried..allot.  That was a sad episode, made me reflect on my friendships and how well I relate myself to Gaara and Naruto. I think I'm just now starting to realize my under-apreciation of this stupid hyphen key which is also sticking now...and my friends.  Yea..I love you guys.  Anyway, moving on.
I was also torn in that episode..I never really cared about the 3rd Hokage outside the fact he trained my two favorite ninja: Orochimaru and Jiraiya but the way the episode was laid out made me sad and feel for his character..but, being such an Orochimaru fan I was also torn because he sealed Orochimaru's hands (and made them PURPLE, not black).  Oh well... Orochimaru rules my desktop so I should probably feel worse for him.  
(Note: they need to get the previous episode on DVD..that scene where the 3rd Hokage officially dies and he sees Orochimaru as a child...that was touching.. I want to see it in English)
Last, my right parethese(sp?) key is sticking...wtf..who spilled what? (*pries off keys...doesn't see anything..but hey!  the o key works better now...okay, well it did)
Anyway, to my title:  my religion says everything you do comes back to you in threefold, I tape my favorite epsisode of Naruto (Roar Chidori!  Brother vs Brother) and watch it 10x..wait for it to come on in two weeks on a Saturday and then feel I've had my fill...but what happens?  CN decides, hey!  Lets do 5 repeats!  We'll show the epsiodes 3 times this week and then, on Saturday, let's have a Naruto marathon and play it again!  Karma's a bitch.  I'm just not going to watch Naruto at all that week.  It's rather tragic, I hear "naruto marathon" and it's like..blood loss from the nose bleed..then I find out what episodes are playing..for the love of Christ!  CN just lisence the new episodes allready!

Oh, btw, I'm gradiated now.  w00t!  My folks also got me a new MacBook as a graduation gift *huggles lappy*  I love it!  He still needs a name though so I'm thinking on that...Yabuhebi is jumping out at me now..this Naruto craze is cutting into everything, even names -_-;  Anyway, I need to buy a messenger bag to protect my baby so I'm looking into that..no good Naruto ones so I'm looking into a nice Hellsing or Trigun bag instead.  My first choice is actually a generic 'hentai inside' bag..but don't think the folks will go for that.  Maybe Otaku Omaha will have a cheap bag I can get.

Yay!  I've updated for the first time in a very long while.  Fine arts banquet tonight, hope it goes well~

I'm also going through a period of depression.  It took a few years for my to catch on the kingdom hearts phase and now I'm so far behind!  I haven't even completed the first game yet!  Oi, I feel pathetic.  Must..play..kingdom hearts..must stop working on dress...must play....

1) Full Name: Y.A.M. you fill in the blanks

2) Male/Female: at the moment?  female

3) Were you named after anyone?: A dream my mom had.

4) Does your name mean anything?: birth: pure one, chosen: peaceful one

5) Nick Name(s): akaisha, Y-chan, Katy, and of course who could forget the old geezer pervert Asmodeus?

6) What do you think you look like... name wise:  Kathryn?  I don't see any change, I look like my name.

7) Date Of Birth: 1/5/89

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Omaha/Yutan

9) Nationality: Alien

10) Astrology: Capricorn (sun), Libra (rising), Sagittarius (moon)  <---ambitiously contadicts self

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Snake

12) Religion: Neo-Pagan Unitarian Universalist

13) What's your favorite smell?: Gasoline

14) Political position?: Undecided/Socialist (Workers)

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:  Coffee and soy milk

16) Hair and eye color: Mixed/Hazel

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: My dad

18) What do you look like?:  A red pumpkin

19) Any unusual talents?: I wouldn't say they're unusual

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Gay on most days, though I have been known to slip into Miyavism

22) What do you do for a living?: Student/Chores

23) What do you do for fun? umm..wrap 6 ft of ACE around my chest and strut around my room?

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Needle and thread

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Marker

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Not currently

28) Crush: Psh, several, only two serious though

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: ..Miyavi..no..maybe not..not today

30) Current worries?: Not being able to fall asleep again tonight

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): Kitten and Holli

32) Favorite place to be?: With family

33) Least favorite place to be?: College Prep English

34) Do you burn or tan?: burn

35) Ever break a bone?: no, I drink my soy milk

36) What is your favorite cereal?: today? peanut butter captain crunch

37) Person you cry with: Blankey, sometimes Miya-chan

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: 3 half, 1 step, 2 ex-foster

39) Any brothers: 1 step

40) Any pets: 7 cats

41) An illness: Tired, easily nauseous

42) A pager: no

43) A personal phone line: no

44) A Cell phone: no

45) A visible birthmark: on my *checks* right breast

46) A Pool or hot tub: neither, I don't like water

47) A Car: Yes

Describe Your...

48) Personality: depends on the day, Q would say I was a teacher

49) Driving: I don't drive yet

50) Your clothing style: thrift store, to lazy to buy new stuff

51) Room: piles of random junk everywhere, lots of random items taped to my wall

52) What's missing: lots of manga, new fabric, and shoes

53) School: Small, overcrowded

54) Bed: hard, messy, no room

55) Relationship with your parent(s): Superb

56) Do you believe in yourself: Most days

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: At first, no, now?  Yes, I think so

58) Consider yourself a good listener: No, I only look like it

59) Have a future dream: Money

60) Get along with your parents: Yes

61) Save your e-mail conversations: Yes, g-mail does automatically

62) Pray: Most nights

63) Believe in reincarnation: strongly, only way to learn life's lessons

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: erm...no

65) Like to talk on the phone: Only to Mama

66) Like to eat?: ..not as much

67) Like to exercise?: No

68) Like to watch sports?: No

69) Sing in the car?:  No

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?:  None

71) Dream in color: Yes

72) Do you have nightmares?: Often

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: 73

What is…

74) Right next to you?: chair arm

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: "chicago" and a saxophone handle

76) On your mouse pad: used to be lions, now it's for shopmad.com

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: fruit, cinnamon, spearmint

78) Your brand of deodorant?: AXE: essence, touch, orion

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Undecided

81) Hiding in your closet?: over $2,000 worth of costumes

82) Under your bed: another bed

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Elizabeth and of course my beloved Rei Rei

84) Your bad time of the day: Morning

85) Your worst fear(s): Being poor, drowning

86) The weather like: dark, still

87) Your favorite time of year?: Winter/Autumn

88) Your favorite holiday?: Christmas/Halloween

89) A material weakness?: Money, Cosplay

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Creamed corn

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: reread Arcana

92) The hardest thing about growing up: leaving parents, gaining independence

93) A pet peeve?: When people don't respect my personal space, unless they're a close, female friend (cuddling is mandatory)

94) Your scariest moment: I won't say

95) Your attitude about love?: varies per person, up until I met Kitten my views were based on financial security and marriage (a bit early to think about though -_-)

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: flirted?  When I was 13..that's about it

97) The worst feeling in the world: right after you purchase cosplay and are broke

98) The best feeling in the world: Getting mail

99) Who sent this to you?: Stole it from Josh

100) 6 people you tag: Huh?


UPDATE: Yay!  I finished Arcana and finally read the end summaries..I predicted most of it, just not how it fit together.  Who knew Holden and Dom were like that?  I didn't see it -_-